This week has definitely started out with a BANG for me. I must admit, that overall, Life has began to treat me right. I am at the beginning of a big transition professionally and attempting to "turnaround" other aspects of my life as well (for the better).
Yesterday, was an extremely hectic day for me (job wise) and I think I let it affect me psychologically (for the FIRST time EVER). This scrares the crap out of me, because I never let "outside" factors weigh on me emotionally. I can smile and enjoy life with out letting "certain" factors enter my "life's little bubble".
Dissection:
I am TIRED! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I really needed that scream right now! I know that I am feeling this way because I am so overwhelmed right now. Between being the sole care provider for my son (his dad has him most weekends) and the "go to" person at work, I grow tired sometimes. I just need a break... 48 hours is turning out to not be enough time.
I must relax, because I will have a slight break this summer with the job transition and the fact that my son will be in Dallas with my mom. I know God takes us through all types of tests, to get us prepared for our FABULOUS future.
I am ready God!
ok... and simmer!
The End.
~ahhrai'sboilingpoint!~
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
2 comments:
I see my boiling point over and over and over again....and it's tiring..just when I think I can't take anymore...the pressure simmers down...I find some peace and keep pressing...but today is not one of those days. I could use a blunt...and I don't even smoke...it's been yyyyeaaarrrss...but I need to release.AAAAAHAHHhahhhhaahhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHH....OK..THERE'S MY SCREAM!!! Thanks...I needed that!
I need to get away...to escape/rest/relax for a little while...but right now...I would settle for a blunt...AHHHHHHHH!
Hey Girl...
It is always good to get away. We must take out time for ourselves. If we don't, who will? It all starts with us!
Do what ever you need to do to aid in your relaxation and get back on your feet and keep it moving.
I BELIEVE IN YOU!
rai.
;o)
Post a Comment