Thursday, May 1, 2008

Companionship... or Not?

I must admit... I feel a LOT better than I did yesterday. What small lesson I have learnt is that I am in control of me... a great destiny is inevitable!

On to the topic at hand...

Why am I so wishy washy? I really had to ponder this question for a moment. When I meet(select) new people, I am immediately intrigued. Three to ten hour talks... dinners... movies... laughter... then all of a sudden I loose interest. Why is that? It makes me so mad. I so long for companionship, and when I get it... I'm G H O S T!

Dissection:

I think I have issues... hell, I KNOW I have ISSUES! But... don't we all. I am just extremely accepting of mine. Is this such a bad thing? The majority of my friends and family will argue that this is nothing to be proud of. I wouldn't necessarily say that I am proud... what I would say is I am happy with me... Flaws and all!

If I were anyone else, I wouldn't be me!

The End.

p.s.
I want to be in a relationship so bad right now, I just don't feel like dealing with another person!
Ah... the IRONY!

~tojoinornottojoin...withanother!~

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