It is around 1am and about two hours ago I was just hanging out in my apartment preparing to put my son to bed (he's night owl), when I got "the call". I pick up the phone and "he" gives me the rumble about being in the area and wanting to stop by.
I admit I still care about him, so I obliged. About 20 minutes later he knocks on the door. As soon as he walks in all the memories start to flood my mind again. It is so easy to forget a person when you haven't been in their presence in awhile. It was so good to see him and know that he is well. It felt weird because I know he had just finished with a female and got tipsy and thought of me. I guess she lives on my side of town (his ex maybe) so he thought he would stop through after he finished with her. At anyrate, we went back and forth about why we aren't together and updated each other about the goings on in our lives. Soon we bid one final embrace, a peck on the cheek and he disappeared. Not sure for how long this time.
Dissection:
This is the very reason that we can't be together. He told me that he was out drinking with "friends" and I automatically think it is about another woman. My past with him has definitely programed me. I will say this... I am happy I am alone. Solitude is my serum currently and I am consuming it ALL! I still do love him... it just has to be from a far right now.
Life is good right now. I choose not to complicate it any further.
The End.
~hecamebyforonelasttry!~
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2 comments:
*eek!!* Exes are the devil... stay far away from them! LOL
I'm with you ma. To hell with them... girl who knew one could feel this good with out all the extra baggage!
;o)
Thanks for responding to the posts! 'Preciate ya!
~Rai
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