Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Growth!

Ah... Today is such a good day! I mean why wouldn't it be? I ended yesterday so refreshed and relaxed! I had the best massage EVER! I mean, she used the stones and everything. It felt so good to get that treat after a long couple of weeks. I am so ready to relax my mind. I must admit, I have been tripping out over things out of my control and I am done!

Jesus take the wheel!

On another note, I have recently started my fast and it has been a rocky beginning to say the least, but I am still encouraged and I must admit that things are coming together. I am letting it all go for the month of February... the drinking, hanging out, excessive eating and I am going to focus more on God and His plan for me.

I must admit, every since I hit 28 (a week ago) I have began to put my life in perspective more. I am getting closer to 30 and what do I have to show for it? Don't get me wrong, I have accomplished quite a few things in the last 28 years of my life, but I know that there is even more GREATNESS destined for me right around the corner.

Dissection:
I have lived such a wild and crazy life, doing any and everything short of crack and murder (LOL!). I know how to be a rebel and think outside of the box... it is time for me to perfect the righteous side of myself, that is the only way I can truly grow into the woman that God wants me to be. I will continue to be me and post about everything of interest. I am just too elated about my growth!

The End.
~thisflowerisbeingwatered!~


3 comments:

Brothers Blog said...

congrats on your growth process. I too feel sort of like you this year. As I get closer to 30 I want to do some things different.

Lol @ "short of crack and murder."

CRay said...

Thanks Bro... you are so right. It is time out for excuses. As I near 30 I realize that.

It's time to stop settling and get what I deserve!

Blessings on your journey!
rai

CRay said...

Thanks Bro... you are so right. It is time out for excuses. As I near 30 I realize that.

It's time to stop settling and get what I deserve!

Blessings on your journey!
rai