OMG!

So... I am sitting at my computer around 1am last night, when I receive an "message alert" from Yahoo! When I click on the email link it takes me to my inbox. Once I enter my inbox I notice that blogger has emailed me a comment that had been recently left right here in Da Lab"rai"tory. The comment was in regards to my latest post "and... That's a Wrap!". You all can feel free to view the comment in it's original form, or check it out below...

Just an Observer wrote:

Is going, "tiptoe'ing" backwards always a bad thing? I believe somethings aren't bad enough to end really good friendships/relationships over, but there are some things that are. Abusive spouses/partners never change. NEVER!!! I've closed only one door in my past and that was for an extremely good reason, but the door has stayed open for some others. Especially, when you truly love someone the way that I do. She's my everything and I'm going crazy without her in my life right now, but I just can't get thru to her. Time changes a lot of individuals in a lot of ways. Everything in life is a compromise and a person unwilling to sacrifice for what he or she believes in, is not a true child of God. True love stays with you because you receive it from the Lord. I'm trying to get back to my friend, my lover, my wife to be because I know she is who God picked for me, but I have to give her time to see that I am truly there for her and not who she thinks I am. So many of our brothers & sisters walk away from a good man/woman in search of greener pastures rather than fighting for their relationship/family. They don't want to do what it takes to make a family the way God intended. I speak from experience. Not that I'm unwilling to fight for my love, I just don't know how! A man/woman should look for someone who fears God, puts their family first, loves themselves/others, respects themselves/others, appreciates the contributions from their spouse/bf/gf, and willing to commit their relationship over to God. If those things aren't happening, then you'll be like me, without your family. If you're tiptoe'ing backwards, then there is a reason and you know that it needs to be resolved. Otherwise, it will always be an issue no matter how fast or far you run from it. If I could hold her, kiss her, caress her, and show her how much I love her once more, I'd go tiptoe'ing backwards in a heartbeat because I know God put her in my heart.

Dissection:

This was obviously wrote by my Best Friend (Ex), who I love with all of my heart (I truly do). I am just not mentally or emotionally prepared to be in a relationship with him right now. I have tried to "hang out", talk occasionally and be friends. It is just so much pressure. I feel that my every move and thought is being studied carefully in order to dissect my heart and use what ever means to get back together.

I care deeply for him, and what we shared was real... my heart and mind are just not prepared to be in a relationship... with ANYONE right now. I am through going back and forth with the issue so that is why I don't talk to him as much as I probably could. I just want to enjoy life stress and worry free...

I know he loves me and (finally) wants to settle down. I just want to be alone and find clarity.

The End.

~omg!herehegoesagain!~