Okay... about two weeks ago, I had a "C-Ya Later" Celebration for my departure from my current job location. I picked a really cool bar in a 10th floor Penthouse near downtown Houston. It was the perfect location with immaculate weather (on the outside terrace). Happy Hour drinks and craw fish were flowing upon my arrival around 7pm. I rode with my BF Princessa, as I didn't know where the night would take me (or how much I would intake during the night ;o)
Long story shortened... after dancing the night away I left my belongings (purse, keys and phone) on a table where Princessa, Berry and myself were hanging out (with them sitting there) to go close my tab and retrieve my card. When I returned there was no one sitting at the table and my things were GONE.
After asking around I figured out the Princessa was in the bathroom. After entering into the bathroom I noticed her (drunk ;o) standing by the sink. I asked her about my things, and she handed me my purse. After reviewing the contents, everything was accounted for but my phone.
I went back and searched and searched but could not locate my phone anywhere (Obviously it was late, and the bar was super crowded by this point). Berry and I even went back the next night and didn't locate it. I eventually "charged it to the game" and began the quest to get a new phone.
I will admit, I probably called my phone over a 100 times that weekend either A. Hoping it was hiding in one of my purses compartments or B. checking voicemail.
All of this happened on a Friday... I had my new phone by Monday (thanks to a special friend ;o).
Dissection:
I guess I could (and did) attempt to place the blame on a number of people as to why my phone was missing. Ultimately it was due to my carelessness. I should have never set my things down and walked away... even if my friends were sitting there. It was my responsibility and I dropped the ball.
I must say... those two days that I did not have a cell phone were the most peaceful days ever. It is something extremely relaxing about being out of reach. I love it!
The End.
~canyouhear menow?~
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
...and she's BAAAACCK!
Hey Guys!
I promise I am still alive. Give me a few hours… I will return with updates on the past week amongst other things!
A sneak preview…
Uh…
DAMN!!! I lost my cell phone!
Me Beware… I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE!
God is GREAT!
Out with the old in with the New!
Sun’s Weekend Away.
A Flourishing Friendship w/ Berry.
Dissection:
The next several post will dive into my new life as I see it!
The End.
~ImissedDaLab~
I promise I am still alive. Give me a few hours… I will return with updates on the past week amongst other things!
A sneak preview…
Uh…
DAMN!!! I lost my cell phone!
Me Beware… I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE!
God is GREAT!
Out with the old in with the New!
Sun’s Weekend Away.
A Flourishing Friendship w/ Berry.
Dissection:
The next several post will dive into my new life as I see it!
The End.
~ImissedDaLab~
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Woman 2 Woman...
Yesterday I received a text message from my son's step mother. She asked if she could have my email address... she had something that she wanted to send to me. I was extremely shocked that she had contacted me. In 3 years of courtship and two months of marriage, we had never really had a conversation.
So... I obliged and sent her my email addy. WOW! When I checked my inbox, she had sent me the sweetest letter. I spoke of how we need to forge a better (existent) relationship and how much she adored Sunshine (my son). I was so taken aback. I have never had anything against her, my relationship with my ex was so horrible, that I didn't give myself time to even attempt to get to know her. Long story short, we have been emailing each other back and forth for the past day or so and it has been great to get to know her better. She is a true darling. I am glad that he chose her.
Dissection:
Bubbly (as I will call her based on her personality) seems to be a sweetheart. I am so glad that she reached out to me. I don't know if I would have had the courage or "understanding" to make the first step. I am so glad that she did. It made the process so much easier. Thanks God for bringing us together for the betterment of Sun... he needs all the love and adoration that he can get!
The End.
~whatawonderfulwoman!~
So... I obliged and sent her my email addy. WOW! When I checked my inbox, she had sent me the sweetest letter. I spoke of how we need to forge a better (existent) relationship and how much she adored Sunshine (my son). I was so taken aback. I have never had anything against her, my relationship with my ex was so horrible, that I didn't give myself time to even attempt to get to know her. Long story short, we have been emailing each other back and forth for the past day or so and it has been great to get to know her better. She is a true darling. I am glad that he chose her.
Dissection:
Bubbly (as I will call her based on her personality) seems to be a sweetheart. I am so glad that she reached out to me. I don't know if I would have had the courage or "understanding" to make the first step. I am so glad that she did. It made the process so much easier. Thanks God for bringing us together for the betterment of Sun... he needs all the love and adoration that he can get!
The End.
~whatawonderfulwoman!~
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Wine and Cheese
Well... last night was AWESOME. I must admit... God speaks through us daily. Sometimes we are too stubborn to actually sit still and listen. Yesterday I had a wonderful meeting/dinner with a dear friend. After which, I picked up my son and started my pursuit home. In my mind, I thought I would visit with another dear friend briefly at my apartment.
Thanks to you God, that didn't happen! I spent an hour or so on the phone with my BF Princessa and indulged in a couple of glasses of wine (while making notes for my book draft and checking "myspace" messages) and a slice of cheese. I glanced at the clock and noticed that it was already (at that point) 12am and there was no call from him. It was time for the lights to go out!
Dissection:
God knew there was no way that I should have had company last night, all late and stuff. Even though my intentions were pure (I BY no means was planning on sleeping with ANYONE). God wants me to go through this transition in life alone. I am totally prepared to honor that!
Let this be a lesson to all of those reading this post now... when God speaks... respect him and listen. The fact that my friend did not call me and come by was a BLESSING! God is teaching me patience and aiding me in finding peace in solitude.
So often I "whine" internally about the state of my life... my Life's "cheese" is symbolic of me wanting to be the center of attention consistently. God wants me to sit down and enjoy what He has planned for my future.
I am ready!
The End.
~stopwhinningandsay...CHEESE!~
Thanks to you God, that didn't happen! I spent an hour or so on the phone with my BF Princessa and indulged in a couple of glasses of wine (while making notes for my book draft and checking "myspace" messages) and a slice of cheese. I glanced at the clock and noticed that it was already (at that point) 12am and there was no call from him. It was time for the lights to go out!
Dissection:
God knew there was no way that I should have had company last night, all late and stuff. Even though my intentions were pure (I BY no means was planning on sleeping with ANYONE). God wants me to go through this transition in life alone. I am totally prepared to honor that!
Let this be a lesson to all of those reading this post now... when God speaks... respect him and listen. The fact that my friend did not call me and come by was a BLESSING! God is teaching me patience and aiding me in finding peace in solitude.
So often I "whine" internally about the state of my life... my Life's "cheese" is symbolic of me wanting to be the center of attention consistently. God wants me to sit down and enjoy what He has planned for my future.
I am ready!
The End.
~stopwhinningandsay...CHEESE!~
Monday, May 12, 2008
A Purified Me!
I am just finishing up a WONDROUS trip from Dallas visiting my family. It was so amazing to go home and have the chance to spend time with people who really care for and accept me for who I am. Ah! I love my family.
Lately I have been in search of something... at times I tend to not really know what it is exactly. Recently, I have put a label on it... PURITY! I am going through a mental and emotional detox right now, and it feels GREAT. As things change in my life, I am prepared to make the necessary changes within. Ah... God helps me so much! When I need patience, clarity, or understanding, He is there to guide me.
I am going through my life and mending broken relationships, one by one. This weekend I had a very important conversation with my ex-fiance (we dated in High School and College). He has since gotten married, but due to the way I ended the relationship, there was still a tad bit of unstated animosity. We had a chance to really talk. I apologized for the past and we decided to move on as friends. True friends... I would never in a million years disrespect his marriage. He will forever be loved deep in my heart and I wish him nothing but the best in life. This "amendment" was 7 years in the making... Whew... it felt good to release!
Not sure where my next steps are leading me... but I know He is going to be by my side the whole time!
Dissection:
I am so happy to be cleansing my soul. It is truly amazing how God will direct you when you let him! I am truly excited about learning more about and appreciating myself. I spend so much time working and parenting, I tend to loose myself at times. I have turned on Life's filter and the purification process has began.
It is so important that individuals know and understand that "He" and "we" collectively hold our future in our very own hands. Our relationship with God is an important collaboration. We have to actively listen to Him and also insure that we are making the right decisions to place us in a perfect position. Our setbacks are simply a set up for God to add tremendous blessings to our lives.
I'm getting there! One step at a time!
The End.
~pleasepurifyme~
Lately I have been in search of something... at times I tend to not really know what it is exactly. Recently, I have put a label on it... PURITY! I am going through a mental and emotional detox right now, and it feels GREAT. As things change in my life, I am prepared to make the necessary changes within. Ah... God helps me so much! When I need patience, clarity, or understanding, He is there to guide me.
I am going through my life and mending broken relationships, one by one. This weekend I had a very important conversation with my ex-fiance (we dated in High School and College). He has since gotten married, but due to the way I ended the relationship, there was still a tad bit of unstated animosity. We had a chance to really talk. I apologized for the past and we decided to move on as friends. True friends... I would never in a million years disrespect his marriage. He will forever be loved deep in my heart and I wish him nothing but the best in life. This "amendment" was 7 years in the making... Whew... it felt good to release!
Not sure where my next steps are leading me... but I know He is going to be by my side the whole time!
Dissection:
I am so happy to be cleansing my soul. It is truly amazing how God will direct you when you let him! I am truly excited about learning more about and appreciating myself. I spend so much time working and parenting, I tend to loose myself at times. I have turned on Life's filter and the purification process has began.
It is so important that individuals know and understand that "He" and "we" collectively hold our future in our very own hands. Our relationship with God is an important collaboration. We have to actively listen to Him and also insure that we are making the right decisions to place us in a perfect position. Our setbacks are simply a set up for God to add tremendous blessings to our lives.
I'm getting there! One step at a time!
The End.
~pleasepurifyme~
Thursday, May 8, 2008
YAY!!!
Hi ALL! I am so excited to say that I didn't got to Happy Hour yesterday! I am so proud of myself! I handled my issue in a way that was not self destructive! Actually it was extremely relaxing. I spent some much needed time resting. Ah... PEACE... the best things in life are free! I am taking steps in the right direction!
On another note... my last couple of posts have seemed to cause heated debate... I want to first say THANK YOU to all of those who read my blog and are enlightend in some way. It really makes my heart smile to know that I have the capability of making someone's day! ;o)
If any of you were able to read my first post on this new blog (My Space...) you will remember me speaking of freedom of speech. Yes... this freedom is an inherited right of all who are apart of the human race. I so happen to be included in that group.
This blog is ALL about love and the way I view my life and the lives of those closest to me. I speak "my" truth and at the same time will remain respectful of those that I speak about. I will never disrespect anyone in anyway. I simply ask for the same in return. This is an open forum, but my aim is to use the medium in a POSITIVE way.
It is obvious that I have been going through certain issues in my personal life as of late. It is my right to post about WHAT and WHO ever I please. If anyone has an issue with this, I invite them to stop visiting this site. NO ONE will tell me what I will and will note post about... even if it's you. I don't use names for a reason.
Dissection:
Life is but a dream and I am ELATED that I am able to live it to the fullest! God has my back and knows the desires of my heart. I have been blessed with a group of friends who love and appreciate me for who I am. I am taking the necessary steps to go further than I have ever been in life!
I want to send a big THANK YOU to my Bestest Friend in the whole wide world... Princessa! Thanks for holding your girl down. It does my heart good to know that you have my back! I also what to thank another good friend POP... he has really been on my side from the beginning... (when I didn't even recognize it).----> Thank you for helping me get started with the rest of my life!----> Those that know me know that school and my book have been a BIG priority. Well... I am out of excuses... consider it all DONE! These two wonderful people I speak of believe in me and have been there for me mentally, emotionally and in so many different ways... THANK YOU!
I want to send a SPECIAL prayer out to all of those in my life (especially my enemies). I pray that each of you are blessed to the highest and all of your dreams come true. I pray God's love on your lives and I pray you show that same love to those around you. I forgive all of my enemies and I know that God will too!
Be Blessed Ya'll!
The End.
~yay!anewday!~
On another note... my last couple of posts have seemed to cause heated debate... I want to first say THANK YOU to all of those who read my blog and are enlightend in some way. It really makes my heart smile to know that I have the capability of making someone's day! ;o)
If any of you were able to read my first post on this new blog (My Space...) you will remember me speaking of freedom of speech. Yes... this freedom is an inherited right of all who are apart of the human race. I so happen to be included in that group.
This blog is ALL about love and the way I view my life and the lives of those closest to me. I speak "my" truth and at the same time will remain respectful of those that I speak about. I will never disrespect anyone in anyway. I simply ask for the same in return. This is an open forum, but my aim is to use the medium in a POSITIVE way.
It is obvious that I have been going through certain issues in my personal life as of late. It is my right to post about WHAT and WHO ever I please. If anyone has an issue with this, I invite them to stop visiting this site. NO ONE will tell me what I will and will note post about... even if it's you. I don't use names for a reason.
Dissection:
Life is but a dream and I am ELATED that I am able to live it to the fullest! God has my back and knows the desires of my heart. I have been blessed with a group of friends who love and appreciate me for who I am. I am taking the necessary steps to go further than I have ever been in life!
I want to send a big THANK YOU to my Bestest Friend in the whole wide world... Princessa! Thanks for holding your girl down. It does my heart good to know that you have my back! I also what to thank another good friend POP... he has really been on my side from the beginning... (when I didn't even recognize it).----> Thank you for helping me get started with the rest of my life!----> Those that know me know that school and my book have been a BIG priority. Well... I am out of excuses... consider it all DONE! These two wonderful people I speak of believe in me and have been there for me mentally, emotionally and in so many different ways... THANK YOU!
I want to send a SPECIAL prayer out to all of those in my life (especially my enemies). I pray that each of you are blessed to the highest and all of your dreams come true. I pray God's love on your lives and I pray you show that same love to those around you. I forgive all of my enemies and I know that God will too!
Be Blessed Ya'll!
The End.
~yay!anewday!~
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
I'll Drink to That!
Guys... I am feeling so antsy right now. I really feel like I need a drink. Don't get me wrong... I am not sad at all. Life is beginning to treat me well, I am just getting kind of stressed. I know it is simply a combination of EVERYTHING happening in my life right now (alot of which is good). I just feel like I need alcohol to calm me down... I really needed to post about this, because (as I have said before) I do have an issue with drinking. I am definitely one to admit it (I dare not hide behind "reasons" why I don't have an issue).
I just texted my friend Berry to meet me at Happy Hour tonight.
Dissection:
We'll see how it goes.
The End.
~liftglass...andTIP!~
OMG!
So... I am sitting at my computer around 1am last night, when I receive an "message alert" from Yahoo! When I click on the email link it takes me to my inbox. Once I enter my inbox I notice that blogger has emailed me a comment that had been recently left right here in Da Lab"rai"tory. The comment was in regards to my latest post "and... That's a Wrap!". You all can feel free to view the comment in it's original form, or check it out below...
Just an Observer wrote:
Is going, "tiptoe'ing" backwards always a bad thing? I believe somethings aren't bad enough to end really good friendships/relationships over, but there are some things that are. Abusive spouses/partners never change. NEVER!!! I've closed only one door in my past and that was for an extremely good reason, but the door has stayed open for some others. Especially, when you truly love someone the way that I do. She's my everything and I'm going crazy without her in my life right now, but I just can't get thru to her. Time changes a lot of individuals in a lot of ways. Everything in life is a compromise and a person unwilling to sacrifice for what he or she believes in, is not a true child of God. True love stays with you because you receive it from the Lord. I'm trying to get back to my friend, my lover, my wife to be because I know she is who God picked for me, but I have to give her time to see that I am truly there for her and not who she thinks I am. So many of our brothers & sisters walk away from a good man/woman in search of greener pastures rather than fighting for their relationship/family. They don't want to do what it takes to make a family the way God intended. I speak from experience. Not that I'm unwilling to fight for my love, I just don't know how! A man/woman should look for someone who fears God, puts their family first, loves themselves/others, respects themselves/others, appreciates the contributions from their spouse/bf/gf, and willing to commit their relationship over to God. If those things aren't happening, then you'll be like me, without your family. If you're tiptoe'ing backwards, then there is a reason and you know that it needs to be resolved. Otherwise, it will always be an issue no matter how fast or far you run from it. If I could hold her, kiss her, caress her, and show her how much I love her once more, I'd go tiptoe'ing backwards in a heartbeat because I know God put her in my heart.
Dissection:
This was obviously wrote by my Best Friend (Ex), who I love with all of my heart (I truly do). I am just not mentally or emotionally prepared to be in a relationship with him right now. I have tried to "hang out", talk occasionally and be friends. It is just so much pressure. I feel that my every move and thought is being studied carefully in order to dissect my heart and use what ever means to get back together.
I care deeply for him, and what we shared was real... my heart and mind are just not prepared to be in a relationship... with ANYONE right now. I am through going back and forth with the issue so that is why I don't talk to him as much as I probably could. I just want to enjoy life stress and worry free...
I know he loves me and (finally) wants to settle down. I just want to be alone and find clarity.
The End.
~omg!herehegoesagain!~
Just an Observer wrote:
Is going, "tiptoe'ing" backwards always a bad thing? I believe somethings aren't bad enough to end really good friendships/relationships over, but there are some things that are. Abusive spouses/partners never change. NEVER!!! I've closed only one door in my past and that was for an extremely good reason, but the door has stayed open for some others. Especially, when you truly love someone the way that I do. She's my everything and I'm going crazy without her in my life right now, but I just can't get thru to her. Time changes a lot of individuals in a lot of ways. Everything in life is a compromise and a person unwilling to sacrifice for what he or she believes in, is not a true child of God. True love stays with you because you receive it from the Lord. I'm trying to get back to my friend, my lover, my wife to be because I know she is who God picked for me, but I have to give her time to see that I am truly there for her and not who she thinks I am. So many of our brothers & sisters walk away from a good man/woman in search of greener pastures rather than fighting for their relationship/family. They don't want to do what it takes to make a family the way God intended. I speak from experience. Not that I'm unwilling to fight for my love, I just don't know how! A man/woman should look for someone who fears God, puts their family first, loves themselves/others, respects themselves/others, appreciates the contributions from their spouse/bf/gf, and willing to commit their relationship over to God. If those things aren't happening, then you'll be like me, without your family. If you're tiptoe'ing backwards, then there is a reason and you know that it needs to be resolved. Otherwise, it will always be an issue no matter how fast or far you run from it. If I could hold her, kiss her, caress her, and show her how much I love her once more, I'd go tiptoe'ing backwards in a heartbeat because I know God put her in my heart.
Dissection:
This was obviously wrote by my Best Friend (Ex), who I love with all of my heart (I truly do). I am just not mentally or emotionally prepared to be in a relationship with him right now. I have tried to "hang out", talk occasionally and be friends. It is just so much pressure. I feel that my every move and thought is being studied carefully in order to dissect my heart and use what ever means to get back together.
I care deeply for him, and what we shared was real... my heart and mind are just not prepared to be in a relationship... with ANYONE right now. I am through going back and forth with the issue so that is why I don't talk to him as much as I probably could. I just want to enjoy life stress and worry free...
I know he loves me and (finally) wants to settle down. I just want to be alone and find clarity.
The End.
~omg!herehegoesagain!~
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
and... That's a Wrap!
Hey Fam!
It's been a week(end) since I last wrote, and I must admit I do have more clarity on my life and the steps I am taking to maneuver me closer to the top. I have a Best Friend (my Ex) that I need to say good bye to. It has been a real struggle for me, because I do care for him so much as a person. I just feel it is time for me to put my past behind me and move forward to my prosperous future.
I can't lie... there is a sense of Peace that I feel not being "locked down". The first day of the rest of my life starts now, and I want the opportunity to enjoy it all. Uhhmm (you're thinking), what does that mean? Well, it means that I need to get rid of all my bad habits and cancerous people in my life!
My "To Do" List:
1. Regain my relationship with Him... yes people, I absolutely love the Lord, I have just been doing a bad job at showing him. I must spend time re-connecting with Him, on my path to a righteous life.
2. Stop Drinking... just people I have acquired a slight problem. I am not your average "daily drinker, I typically "binge" on the weekends (don't act like you all don't remember me constantly talking about Happy Hour).
3. Clean House... I mean this both figuratively and physically. As far as female friends go, I have done a WONDERFUL job at selecting a GREAT core group of friends. Men, on the other hand... I keep them around solely for entertainment purposes (excluding my Best Friend... I actually distance myself from him). It all goes back to drinking and hanging out. When I am doing these things, I tend to keep the company of men who are "smitten" by me and give LOTS of attention. It is time out for that! I should only keep the company of those I am truly interested in.
I also need to physically clean up my apartment. I spend so much time bouncing from here to there (on weekends), that I have neglected to keep my space tidy. This untidiness has been representative of how I have been feeling internally. It is far past time that I get rid of the "mess" and begin my journey to a prosperous life!
Dissection:
It is far pass time I start to enjoy this WONDROUS life that I have been so blessed with. Above, were my top 3 changes that I am in dire need of making to my life. Consider it DONE! I am so happy, and proud of myself. I am saying HELLO to my new life. YAY!
The End.
~time2wrapitup!~
It's been a week(end) since I last wrote, and I must admit I do have more clarity on my life and the steps I am taking to maneuver me closer to the top. I have a Best Friend (my Ex) that I need to say good bye to. It has been a real struggle for me, because I do care for him so much as a person. I just feel it is time for me to put my past behind me and move forward to my prosperous future.
I can't lie... there is a sense of Peace that I feel not being "locked down". The first day of the rest of my life starts now, and I want the opportunity to enjoy it all. Uhhmm (you're thinking), what does that mean? Well, it means that I need to get rid of all my bad habits and cancerous people in my life!
My "To Do" List:
1. Regain my relationship with Him... yes people, I absolutely love the Lord, I have just been doing a bad job at showing him. I must spend time re-connecting with Him, on my path to a righteous life.
2. Stop Drinking... just people I have acquired a slight problem. I am not your average "daily drinker, I typically "binge" on the weekends (don't act like you all don't remember me constantly talking about Happy Hour).
3. Clean House... I mean this both figuratively and physically. As far as female friends go, I have done a WONDERFUL job at selecting a GREAT core group of friends. Men, on the other hand... I keep them around solely for entertainment purposes (excluding my Best Friend... I actually distance myself from him). It all goes back to drinking and hanging out. When I am doing these things, I tend to keep the company of men who are "smitten" by me and give LOTS of attention. It is time out for that! I should only keep the company of those I am truly interested in.
I also need to physically clean up my apartment. I spend so much time bouncing from here to there (on weekends), that I have neglected to keep my space tidy. This untidiness has been representative of how I have been feeling internally. It is far past time that I get rid of the "mess" and begin my journey to a prosperous life!
Dissection:
It is far pass time I start to enjoy this WONDROUS life that I have been so blessed with. Above, were my top 3 changes that I am in dire need of making to my life. Consider it DONE! I am so happy, and proud of myself. I am saying HELLO to my new life. YAY!
The End.
~time2wrapitup!~
Friday, May 2, 2008
Wisdom Passing Through...
Ya'll know how we always get these forwards that urge us to send to such and such friends in such and such minutes? Well, I received one similar today, but it is indeed food for thought. Instead of emailing it to random people, I thought I would share it with my family here on Blog Spot.
Life's Dissection:
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully
2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
4. When you say, 'I love you ,' mean it.
5. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye
6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7. Believe in love at first sight.
8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much
9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
16. When you lose, don't lose the lesson !
17. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.
18. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship..
19. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
20. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
21.Spend some time alone.
Good stuff eh?
The End.
~passingthewisdomonthru~
Life's Dissection:
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully
2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
4. When you say, 'I love you ,' mean it.
5. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye
6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7. Believe in love at first sight.
8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much
9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
16. When you lose, don't lose the lesson !
17. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.
18. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship..
19. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
20. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
21.Spend some time alone.
Good stuff eh?
The End.
~passingthewisdomonthru~
Private Dancer...
Sometimes I wish I could disappear to a far away land. A place where the noise is low and I am free to be me. Free to express my sensuality and erotic side, with out hoots, hollers or judgement. I so wish to be free from the distractions of this world. I would escape into my destiny... ecstasy.
A Private Dancer would be my title. I would be equipped with a Geisha's class, a beautiful Brazilian woman's ass, and enough grace to shut down the whole place. People would come from miles and miles to see the outer expression of my inner thoughts. From head to toe I would command attention. Those watching would think that this feature is too good to be true.
My hair would be long and flowing, accenting my almond shaped eyes, delicate nose, and pouty lips. My light caramel skiln would be adorned with a belly dancers tassels and skirt. As I slowly gyrate my body to the soft bongo and harp the crowd will grow amazed at my skill...
Dissection:
I awake from this dream before it is even finished. That happens to me all the time. Right when it starts to get good, I snap out of it! It has always been a sexual fantasy of mine to "privately dance" for someone worthy of such. Hum...hum... Not to mention I absolutely LOVE Tina Turner's song, Private Dancer. Check out the lyrics below.
A Private Dancer would be my title. I would be equipped with a Geisha's class, a beautiful Brazilian woman's ass, and enough grace to shut down the whole place. People would come from miles and miles to see the outer expression of my inner thoughts. From head to toe I would command attention. Those watching would think that this feature is too good to be true.
My hair would be long and flowing, accenting my almond shaped eyes, delicate nose, and pouty lips. My light caramel skiln would be adorned with a belly dancers tassels and skirt. As I slowly gyrate my body to the soft bongo and harp the crowd will grow amazed at my skill...
Dissection:
I awake from this dream before it is even finished. That happens to me all the time. Right when it starts to get good, I snap out of it! It has always been a sexual fantasy of mine to "privately dance" for someone worthy of such. Hum...hum... Not to mention I absolutely LOVE Tina Turner's song, Private Dancer. Check out the lyrics below.
Well the men come in these places
And the men are all the same
You don't look at their faces
And you don't ask their names
You don't think of them as human
You don't think of them at all
You keep your mind on the money
Keeping your eyes on the wall
Chorus
I'm your private dancer
A dancer for money
Ill do what you want me to do
I'm your private dancer
A dancer money
Any old music will do
I wanna make a million dollars
I wanna live out by the sea
Have a husband and some children
Yeah I guess I want a family
All the men come in these places
And the men are all the same
You don't look at their faces
And you don't ask their names
Repeat chorus twice
Deutschmarks or dollars
American express will nicely thank you
Let me loosen up your collar
Tell me do you wanna see me do the shimmy again
Repeat chorus
And the men are all the same
You don't look at their faces
And you don't ask their names
You don't think of them as human
You don't think of them at all
You keep your mind on the money
Keeping your eyes on the wall
Chorus
I'm your private dancer
A dancer for money
Ill do what you want me to do
I'm your private dancer
A dancer money
Any old music will do
I wanna make a million dollars
I wanna live out by the sea
Have a husband and some children
Yeah I guess I want a family
All the men come in these places
And the men are all the same
You don't look at their faces
And you don't ask their names
Repeat chorus twice
Deutschmarks or dollars
American express will nicely thank you
Let me loosen up your collar
Tell me do you wanna see me do the shimmy again
Repeat chorus
The End.
~aprivatedancerhumph!~
~aprivatedancerhumph!~
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Companionship... or Not?
I must admit... I feel a LOT better than I did yesterday. What small lesson I have learnt is that I am in control of me... a great destiny is inevitable!
On to the topic at hand...
Why am I so wishy washy? I really had to ponder this question for a moment. When I meet(select) new people, I am immediately intrigued. Three to ten hour talks... dinners... movies... laughter... then all of a sudden I loose interest. Why is that? It makes me so mad. I so long for companionship, and when I get it... I'm G H O S T!
Dissection:
On to the topic at hand...
Why am I so wishy washy? I really had to ponder this question for a moment. When I meet(select) new people, I am immediately intrigued. Three to ten hour talks... dinners... movies... laughter... then all of a sudden I loose interest. Why is that? It makes me so mad. I so long for companionship, and when I get it... I'm G H O S T!
Dissection:
I think I have issues... hell, I KNOW I have ISSUES! But... don't we all. I am just extremely accepting of mine. Is this such a bad thing? The majority of my friends and family will argue that this is nothing to be proud of. I wouldn't necessarily say that I am proud... what I would say is I am happy with me... Flaws and all!
If I were anyone else, I wouldn't be me!
The End.
p.s.
I want to be in a relationship so bad right now, I just don't feel like dealing with another person!
Ah... the IRONY!
~tojoinornottojoin...withanother!~
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