Why is it as soon as I am officially out off a relationship, all sorts of craziness flows my way? What craziness, you ask. I'll tell you...
My "pursuers" are jumping out of the wood works. I don't even know if "pursuers" is a good word for them... let's see... men that want either ass, a trophy piece, or someone to brainwash into their "bubble" occasionally. I so want to be alone right now. I won't lie, there is a small part of me that would like to have a consistent person around to talk to and spend time with. We all know that with all that it is easier to fall in to "entrapment" (I refuse to use the word LOVE).
I am in no need of the four letter word right now, I just want to have a person to share my ups, downs and in betweens with. Not in a "relationship" per say, but someone who is readily available to be a sounding board/cuddle buddy. The weird part about it all is that those lining up to steal my time are so not worthy of being in a "pseudo relationship" with me.
Ahh... so DAYUM picky!
Dissection:
The fact that I am a "hot commodity" that doesn't have a "share" option is HILARIOUS! It is so ironic. I am indeed picky and I want to be around "company" when it is convenient for me. I go back and forth in my head about what it is I really want and I think it is great that I am in solitude. Alone time is something that I am in need of right now. The only scary thing about alone time is that I have no rules and no one to hold me accountable for my actions. It is then that I tend to do "questionable" things. Only they are not "questionable" to me because I have no rules.
I guess what I am trying to say is I hate loving the fact that I am alone. I don't even want a man... I just miss sharing my triumphs of life with someone special in my life. I retract that statement... I have group of very special ladies (WHEW) that are always there when ever I need them. I'm sure they would even cuddle with me if I asked nicely! ;o)
The End.
~alonelyhotmess!~
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my nicca I, for one, will NOT be cuddlin with your grown ass, no matter how nicely you ask...
I WISH I WOULD!
lol
but yes, you are a hot commodity. glad you got ur swagga back!
leggs~
Hmmpphh..I would cuddle w/ yo azz, but then our asses would be fightin' over bullet, snatching cover and bitch-slappin' over the last glass of wine..Soooo...looks like I'll enjoy my Moscato and have bullet tuck me in...Good night!
~Princessa~
Awe... just when I thought I had friends... uhm!
Girl..I already know what u mean...hot and lonely commodity...why is my trainer tryin' to be all in my mix...nicca u supposed to be helping me get this baby weight off...y r u tryin' to holla....
LMAO..U know what the bad part is...what was it 3 or 4 days from the time of your original "Hot & Lonely Commodity" post...u found ya knew kute boo Kub....and 3 days from my response...I'm like "Ok..my trainer is kinda cool...hmmm..." Is our lonely talkin or are we just open to possibilities???
It has nothing to do with being lonely Princessa. He's just someone that you're attracted to and would like to know on a deeper level. The same goes for Rai & Kub. Go for it. Be straight up about what you want out it and go from there. There isn't anything holding you back but you. If you have things going on, then take care that before involving someone who could possibly be the one for you. Just a males perspective on things. People play too many games with each other and lose focus on actually spending time getting to know the other person. Life's too short for mind games and too many good innocent people get hurt in the process of those games.
Hey Sen...
Princessa doesn't like his azz! He is just someone to shoot the breeze with, until she finds her a foreal New Boo!
As for me and Kub... he a cute little tender that I hang with. Bullet is my main squeeze!
Thanks for the input.
rai.
p.s.
do i kno u?
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