She's Back!

I’m BBAACCCCCCCCKKK!

For the first time in about a month, I feel like myself. It is hard to explain, but I am slowly getting back to me and it feels GOOD! I have a group of friends who are AWESOME! I don’t think they really know how much they mean to me. It feels great to be surrounded by positive people at this time in history. We are truly destined towards greatness.

Barak Obama… I have to admit, I tend to steer clear of politics, but MAN it is indeed AMAZING to see what is going on in the White House. I will be the first to say that I am not supportive of President Obama because he is a black man, I am in awe and support for him because for the first time in the history of the Nation a President has been picked because he was the best candidate, regardless of his skin color.

The fact that Pres. Obama’s campaign brought together so many people (regardless of ethnicity, age, sexual orientation, or religious beliefs) for change in the world is OUTSTANDING. He is proving himself to be of high intellect and intelligence daily. I am extremely excited to be around to witness this Movement in America.

Yes We Can (Did)!

I am excited to see what this weekend will bring… for the first time in years, I am skipping my usual Friday night Happy Hour. Drinking is not apart of my Fast… I didn’t realize how much alcohol had began to be apart of my life. I am not a daily drinker, but I tend to do it BIG on the weekends. I have really been inspired to cut the am biblical cord to my alcohol (weekend) addiction.

Pray for me ya’ll!

Dissection:
Between Pres. Obama getting it done in the White House and my path to righteousness, February looks like it is going to be a GREAT month! I have also committed to blogging more. A big reason why things have been so cloudy lately, is because I have stopped venting. Well…

I am BACK!

The End.

~itfeelssogoodtobeme!~

Growth!

Ah... Today is such a good day! I mean why wouldn't it be? I ended yesterday so refreshed and relaxed! I had the best massage EVER! I mean, she used the stones and everything. It felt so good to get that treat after a long couple of weeks. I am so ready to relax my mind. I must admit, I have been tripping out over things out of my control and I am done!

Jesus take the wheel!

On another note, I have recently started my fast and it has been a rocky beginning to say the least, but I am still encouraged and I must admit that things are coming together. I am letting it all go for the month of February... the drinking, hanging out, excessive eating and I am going to focus more on God and His plan for me.

I must admit, every since I hit 28 (a week ago) I have began to put my life in perspective more. I am getting closer to 30 and what do I have to show for it? Don't get me wrong, I have accomplished quite a few things in the last 28 years of my life, but I know that there is even more GREATNESS destined for me right around the corner.

Dissection:
I have lived such a wild and crazy life, doing any and everything short of crack and murder (LOL!). I know how to be a rebel and think outside of the box... it is time for me to perfect the righteous side of myself, that is the only way I can truly grow into the woman that God wants me to be. I will continue to be me and post about everything of interest. I am just too elated about my growth!

The End.
~thisflowerisbeingwatered!~

Back to the Starting Line

Often times people write a lot and actually convey nothing. I will not take up too much time on this post, because I am extremely tired, but I will say that I am back to the starting line. I enjoyed my life with out having to share a "title" with anyone. For the past two weeks, I have been in a relationship, and it hasn't felt like it at all.

I am so through with blaming him... my ex has always been the same person, it's me. I am always the first to say that I am good with being alone, but am I really? I have figured it out. In essence I am. I enjoy coming and going as I please with out explanations and not answering my phone or door if I don't want to. I am just not too fond of dating, so I tend to lean towards familiarity. Don't get me wrong... I love my ex... he is a really good friend. I just don't think we could ever really give each other what we are looking for in a relationship. We just love each other too much to accept it. I am starting my fast tomorrow and I am turning my full and complete focus on God. He is doing quite a work on me.

Dissection:
It seems that this is the only place I can truly vent. My situation is extremely unique... I want so bad to have a family the right way but; I'm not willing to settle and I want to ensure I have God's approval. I am a work in progress, but I know God is going to bring me through this process.

I promise I am going to write less about relationships... there is so much goodness going on in my life. You will be the first to know the details.

The End.
~backatone...again~